we cannot change the cards we are dealt,
just how we play the hand.
Sunday, October 28, 2001
7:44 AM
This is getting frustration.
Trying to archive this bloody blog, but no shit is happening, nearly deleting my entire blog.
ha|z
just have to do it all over again, but come to think of it, its worth it.
many of my impression of people have changed... i did that class description thing before the prelims, and many incidents has happened before prelims till now, so here goes the 1st 10 people:
Jonathan: a talented musician who sadly left us over an incident. as i always believed "a criminal is no different from any other, except that he got caught", it was a shame he had to leave. but oh well, when he was still around, he was funny, and a mild version of pak, trying to attract attention in all ways, good or bad
Benjamin: despite all the talk about only seeing his teeth and eyes in the dark, he ain't that black. he's a tough guy, but actually posessing a gentle character. he plays soccer, using his build to dribble, and he could easily get a spot in the top 10 comedians in our class.
Aaron: A self-righteous guy, who strongly believes in christianity. Hasn't had any much contact with him, but i know he plays CS relatively OK, and the only time i hated him (for 5 minutes) was when he told mrs sow it was the 1st bell for recess only when she already intended to let us off.
Zonghao: the 1st time i met him, i thought he just got plonked in the face by an oven. his face is amazingly flat. perhaps that was really what happened, since his hair got flattened up in the front too, and stood up so naturally like an erected dick in the morning. he's a quiet guy too, and i honestly admire the way he can harness all that kinetic energy to somewhere else in class.
Dalglish: This guy could fill this blog, but i dun intend to, since its already 11:14. A genius, who was depressed for awhile, and my relationship with him had a breakthrough when he spoke to me on icq one strange day when he was particularly sad and i was particularly happy. A great guy who never plays sports, hates pool, and i would always remember the day we stand on tables together, courteosy of ang lai chiang. forgive me, but i gotta say this too: he's short!
KiangHu: The only competitor who could beat zonghao in silent mode. As he gazes at the board during lessons, i wonder what is floating behind his eyes, whirling in his minds. Could he be a rival of mine in the porn industry, or was he meditating some strange religion, or did he honestly listen to every lesson? guess i would never know...
JiaJun: Another of the quiets. But this one is an easier nut to crack, as he gazes at the board during lessons, it is obvious what he's thinking. Behind those murky eyes lay a mind which whirls around half blasted liero worms swinging on a counterstrike ladder, swiping out AK-47s to blast off mageknights on magic cards
WeiJin: My oldest companion, someone i knew since primary 3. In primary 3, we were the best of friends. Then somehow the relationship broke because either i broke his waterbottle, or he broke mine. This relationship froze for like 5 yrs before we met each other again in sec 3. and now, i know him as a poser who always start and end conflicts with a silly grin plastered on his face, and a head nodding incessantly for minutes
Terence: Hairy monster whom i nearly fought with in sec 2. And now, i realised he's one hell of a guy and so deep in character i would drown. He recently revealed that he has great potential for basketball and soccer, and he's really self motivated in being one of the most idiotic dumb geeks to a moderate student who could top geography for one term. (ain't sure if he had used weian's method of SC to ng sc but given benefit of the doubt, i believe terence is indeed good at geog)
XiaoZheng: A cackling idiot, who has lips double layered. A responsible chairman who is cute at times, totally idiotic at times, and honeslty gets on my nerves most of the times. He could easily grab a seat in the LAMEST person ever lived. (he beats darren at it coz he can speak much faster) . a pleasure sitting in front of him, hearing slapstick jokes (which are a relief in this stressful environment we are placed in), and he's my oasis in the desert (literally, his water bottle is a life-saver).
---------- ............. to be continued
the voices in my head-
Saturday, October 20, 2001
9:16 PM
The eagerly awaited study leave has finally arrived. And I'm slacking again, stoning in front of the computer.
God Bless me and i hope i shall be more productive than the entire week put together for today.
Amen.
the voices in my head-
Wednesday, October 17, 2001
5:43 AM
Hello.
i'm here with nothing to do while i hear my cd burners go zZZZZZZzzzzz while ripping Fruit is ripe and a couple of other files for mr ng junbin elton.
Just had a very nice day, with superb weather, and 3 hrs of basketball with splendid classmates, a pair of lookalikes who kicked my basketball at every opportunity and a muscle pounded iDiot who forgot to wash my ball.
It has been like 5 days since i played basketball for more than 2 hrs, and now i realised how much i sucked after not playing for so many days.
Anyway, i went to the CC to play some more just 1/2 hr ago, and it wasn't that bad.
well, here i go, rambling again.
-chem-
Bye.
the voices in my head-
Saturday, October 13, 2001
7:05 AM
Just had a very utterly completely shattering devastatingly extremely unproductive day.
Spent 5 hrs in an open house which proved to me that slide shows are deceiving, and all i did there was to enjoy the aircon while viewing someone rolling his fingers over the piano and some strange modern piece wafting through the air.
Then, i spent a further 2 hours contemplating whether to buy a mambo bag.
It wasn't something i had in mind, budden another friend popped out ni the afternoon, and told me he wanted the bag, and i was a copycat, so that bag was ruled out immediately frm my mind.
Then i spent another further 1 hr, courteosy of dalgZ and weianZ, trying to persuade two goons to get a bag each, irrespective of each other's opinions.
ahaZ, then finally something was right in my day. i won 7 pool games in a row, and ended the 8th one with my black ball in. alas, i wanted revenge, but dalgZ and a big black bennie boostard dragged me away.
then i got plonked on my face three times in half hr while playing basketball which left me completely stunned for the nxt 2 hrs, hence i couldn't do shit for nuts.
what a day.
what an unproductive day.
what a FUCKING unproductive day.
the voices in my head-
Sunday, October 07, 2001
7:18 AM
Strange why people like eurasians, jap or koreans
Perhaps its stereotypical, perhaps its the talent of japanese pornographic films directors
but i still find singaporean girls the best.
not that if u lemme choose singaporean porn clips or ang moh porn clips, i'll take singaporean (i still stick to jenna jameson)
but singaporean girls ain't that bad.
i just met up with some of my primary school friends this evening. nearly 3/4 the class turned up, as it was somewhat a farewell dinner for one of our teachers who would be leaving for australia for further studies. we had a marvellous meal at nydc, with three pathetic pizzas per two people, and a thick mocha drink and another lime sherbet drink to top it off.
apart from my regular friends whom i meet up perhaps once a month, some of the girls i had not met for a few years came back and lo and behold, they weren't the short, fat flat girls anymore.
somehow, fats had blossomed into something better.
guys too, really cool people considering that they had once bullied me in my primary school years. oh well, i had been an idiot back then.
since i may be future classmates of the girls or guys, i won't elaborate much on their ahem..
well, singaporean girls ain't that bad after all.
the voices in my head-
Monday, October 01, 2001
4:07 AM
YeahZ. i'm a six pointer. =) can't believe my damn luck, this is so much more tyco than shooting in a full court basketball shot with ur hands tied, eyes blindfolded and someone sucking u off.
6 pointer?!!?
haZ
still cannot believe it
=)
the voices in my head-
i love my girl. a love so beautiful, symmetrical, tangible
God loves me. a love so great, unconditional, real.
my life in a nutshell. working towards loves of sorts. beautiful, symmetrical, tangible, great, unconditional and real.
a page, deliberately left blank.
Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
I Corinthians 13:4-8
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