we cannot change the cards we are dealt,
just how we play the hand.
Friday, August 03, 2001
9:56 AM
Hi... this will be my last blog entry, because over the past two weeks, i have been trying to upload, but for some reason, i always fail. Must have been the 300000 CPS download and 13000 CPS upload i am extensively making use on the IRC that lags my system, but anyway, its for the goodwill of my teenage youth, and its definitely worth it.
If you were wondering whether studying had made me drop blog writing, the answer is no. This is because i haven't started studying. With jeffery by my side nagging me incessantly for plots of pornography, and me getting sleepy every morning, i simply cannot concentrate on lessons. Stupid laptop, stupid movies, but i just cannot help it. I get so active at night ( no... no... wei an, no that) i think i am nocturnal. Even after hours of basketball, i can still stay through the night, but when dawn breaks, i go dead as a log.
And there a times when i really hate being tall. I'm the common enemies around shorties, i am said to be haolianing away when i stretch my arms out, and so on... Ha|z, yes, tall is good, but it sometimes really sux especially no matter how hard you try, you cannot bury your head behind a pile of books when you slouch. Thats a pretty bad characteristic of me for sleeping in class.
Which brings me to the issue of Xi Lao Shi crying in class. Oh, forget about it. It just sucks. Reminds me of Venus Chong, the planetary face crater but having a well contoured body. Why must females cry? Not just female babies, or teachers, or adults, or our peers? They keep crying, over little issues. Just quoting an example, my neighbour, a girl, cried when a ball rammed into her face. Oh, and my other neighbour, a guy felt so guilty for a week he did not play basketball. Girls do have the power to control guys...
And in response to dalglish's site recomendation, here is my result
Results:
Disorder Rating Information
Paranoid: High click for info
Schizoid: Low click for info
Schizotypal: Moderate click for info
Antisocial: High click for info
Borderline: Low click for info
Histrionic: Very High click for info
Narcissistic: Very High click for info
Avoidant: Moderate click for info
Dependent: Moderate click for info
Obsessive-Compulsive: High click for info
Everyone has started studying, not me though. Everyone is scoring such high grades, not me though. Frankly, i do not care much about results (hope the teachers dun come in here), all i care is about basketball and erm... yea, that. And that president scholar (most probably no longer a virgin) came and gave that heartening speech, which in a way, really encouraged me to go overseas. But he said to follow our dreams, and to try new things. We only live once. It made sense, in a way, and a spark suddenly lit in me, and i dreamt of being in NBA and so on...
but
(1) i suck at basketball, comparatively (not the class, but outside)
(2) it isn't practical
so what now?
study loh.
ha|z... another thing other than basketball which i will miss in term 4 will be the gathering in our class.
I always thought people could keep in contact, i always thought it would be fun to know more people.
But experience from primary school has taught me that no matter how hard one tries to gather the ex-classmates, feelings will never be the same again.
I will really miss one and all, and this is my current image of everyone in 4E. (no offence, i would love to have your idea of me in your blogs)
Jonathan : Cunning Thief, but nice at times (Coffee Bean machine)
Benjamin: Weird sense of humour, laughs politely at everything and anything and nothing (Stealth Mass in the dark)
Aaron: Politically Correct "Do whatever that stand to gain" Guy (Dildo with a sharp tip, partial depiction from survivor)
Zonghao: Quiet CS Player (Dying Fern)
Dalglish: Sometimes depressed, utter genius, and a guy with a flabby cheek (President's Scholar)
Kianghu: Japanese Ham-Some (For some reason, reminds me of the venus chong)
JiaJun: Exact Same As Aaron (perhaps it was the competition of liero playing)
WeiJin: American Accent WannaBe Poser, But Kind And Helpful at the wrong place at the wrong time (An Elephant)
Terence: One who pays a visit to the hairdresser once every two days (Must have been the spurt of growth of hair)
XiaoZheng: One who cackles and talks a lot. A LOT. (A Duckling who just knew how to swim)
Me: Me
Kevin: One who is the same height as me (when i bend my knees 45 degrees)
Qixin: One who asks me to buy candies all the time and always fails maths but does well for lit (opposite of PRC though in a way, is one)
Colin: Sadisitc, Light Sleeper, Chemist, Genius, Linguist (Will grow up to be the man in naked poison)
Rihao: Nose Digger, Air Accelerator (One who stabbed The Cratered One)
WeiAn: Horny individual at times, with a superb cheek. (A Mouse with a Wetdick)
Farand: One who has superb leg muscles because every step we take, he has to take three steps. (Tissue Provider)
Yuda: Another marvellous cheek (Peeves, in harry potter)
Yuji: One who fights me every year since secondary one, but still non-enemies. (Peeve's twin)
YuanKai: Horrendous sense of humour, reminds me of an elephant (The joke of the temple will remain in my mind forever)
WeiRen: The only person who requested a CD from me full of bio files. (Trinocerous, however u spell it, a horny fat mass)
Junbin: Very irritating when he jeers at you when he gets higher marks for a test, makes me wait a loooooong time to play basketball, but practically a nice individual who speaks like Mickey Mouse (Mickey Mouse, flat face though)
Pak: Pakish
Jeffery: Space Porn aka UnderWater Porn freak, fantasises in class, but still scores for A maths and Chinese and Physics test (the only person who completed both NOV and JUNE 30 yr series)
Solomon: Reminds me of sirius in harry potter (Pole Vault Champ, dark n muscular n short =p sorry, couldn't help it)
Alvin: One who can clean the board very fast, loves atttention (Peacock)
HsiangYang: One who cannot wake up on time, one who loves XIN LIN, and up till now still trying to steal my phone to rid that number off my list. (A Band instrument)
Keith: Artist, quiet, but tremendously horny at times (depicted clearly via the card drawing given to vivien sim)
Darren: Lips not thick, and very short, but has a loud voice which booms around the class 24 hrs. (Loudspeaker)
Raymond: Quiet, Organised, as noticed in Nepal trip (Panda)
Jonah: White pale ghost, who is outgoing and has the same parental stucture as me. (One whom i call for backing up of lies)
Daniel: Holy, Righteous, the list goes on (priest)
Gabriel: Pool master, damn strong, and a very nice guy (A Faithful Dog)
YongFeng: Always thought he was poser, until he went to judo, and pretty good after all, except he lost. (A Guy who has the same fetish for jenna jameson as me)
Justin: Debator, speaks well, linguist (A talking book)
End of my classmate analysis. This is truly how i feel about you guys, though shallow, there's a basis of fact in it.
Sincerely hope we can organise some outing perhaps to some neighbouring country after Os. Would really get to know everyone better.
Regards,
my last blog,
aWak3n|nG
Just a teen...
the voices in my head-
i love my girl. a love so beautiful, symmetrical, tangible
God loves me. a love so great, unconditional, real.
my life in a nutshell. working towards loves of sorts. beautiful, symmetrical, tangible, great, unconditional and real.
a page, deliberately left blank.
Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
I Corinthians 13:4-8
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