we cannot change the cards we are dealt,
just how we play the hand.
Tuesday, June 26, 2001
5:40 AM
Originally planned to play 2 hrs of intensive basketball, but courteosy of Mr Ng JunBin Elton, i played from 1:30 to 6pm, and then continuing at CC till 7:30. Completely shagged. And to top it up, there is an idiot from 4C who ruined my basketball games in TCHS. Acting like some michael jordon, he commands people around, and craps aerobatic movements which fouls everyone but miraculously gets the ball in. When i approach him saying its foul, he quotes some rule from some handbook page what paragraph what, and so on...
ha|z... spastic thinkquest asshole.
the voices in my head-
Wednesday, June 20, 2001
5:19 AM
television programmes are getting more and more spastic. 1st, i watched a stupid channel 8 series on stupid angels acting spastically on the camera, with a ringing dododododo sound sprouting occasionally from the speakers. then i watched the tv 5 MOST WATCHED television game show, with a stupid DJ up there trying to host a show but failing so badly. Using same actions, tones and so on... he really sux. And stupid contestants too. Ha|z, compared to other countries, Singapore Media is one big flop... ...
the voices in my head-
Tuesday, June 19, 2001
2:23 AM
My birthday is today and i just realised i have 6 more days to revise PHYSICS, E(ri-ta-ting) MATHS, and utterly horrendous 1000++ CHINESE words which make no sense at all... and that sux especially when you know you cannot do it.
the voices in my head-
Friday, June 15, 2001
8:15 AM
In reference to the mail circulations and religion bashing going on...
I'm a christian myself, and I have a few queries or rather, comments.
Like Ong, i have the impression that God, whichever religion is unfair, because it was once stated in the bible (ok fine, i meant christianity) that the only way to heaven and eternal life is through Jesus (for those who dun know, that means the guy on the cross) , that means those who ain't accepting Christianity is doomed to hell.
So i thought, what about those living in the Aborigins and those living in the Artic (not the awp, but the end of the earth, or rather the due north, whatever), who have not had any contact with God? that means from birth, they have been doomed to hell? kinda unfair...
i was not enlightened. until i read the chronicles of narnia which was in some sense an allegory to the bible. It states in the 7th chronicle (which represents the revelation) that not all who did not believe in God is doomed. in the story, it was stated that a bad guy (some dwarf) did not die in the end, but was liable to enter heaven. perhaps colin or dal or keith or justin (non-christians all rite?) could read it and give another interpretation?
anyway, to heck with it. what i want to put across here is that religion or not, one just needs to be the best of himself. judgement will be settled later, and i believe a christian who steals, watch porn, fucks around, will stand a lower percentile of chance enternig heaven than one who ain't christian but doing good deeds. (my assumption, correct me if i am wrong, aaron or daniel or darren or whoever)...
the point of this email is to tell all not to accept forced shovings of religion down ur throat (as i have heard from colin's blog and dalglish's irc speeches), but not to violently (as we have a specimen of it every lit lesson) reject offers of it either. best is if u do believe, go ahead. if u dun, perhaps give it a try? if u tried, and dun like it, then to hell with it, if u try and like it, then good for u... but if u dun try, then no one knows.
rules are set by men. rules change. nevertheless, the word of any good religion is always true.
the voices in my head-
Tuesday, June 12, 2001
7:34 AM
This is getting lamer by the minute. Every single thing regarding pornography is related to me. Not that i deny it, but people blurp that fact out in front of everyone everytime. Ha|z... getting into a little spot of trouble with some of my friends (who do not know bout my activities) due to some big-mouth who conveniently blurted the fact out.
Its really getting into me now, the coming Os. 1st week physics and chinese, trying to mind-boggle nearlyy a thousand words of chinese signs into you, and then a shitload of stevensu notes which could turn your insides out. I planned to start er... last week. and once again, today flew past without me touching anything. Ha|z... just cannot seem to sit down and start (pls dun ask me stand up)
For those who knows of some secret manual in studying, pls save me the trouble of burning midnight oil in the eleventh hr.
back to (attempt) studying.................
the voices in my head-
Tuesday, June 05, 2001
4:39 AM
oh yea. happy birthday to me.
for those who plan to use this opportunity to mass flood me using icq cards, pls dun. i'm already lame (literal sense), so pls do not attempt in any way to fuck me up.
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the voices in my head-
Once again, its been a long time since i crapped into blog. However inspiring my blog might seem =) , i must remind all that i write my blog only because i feel fucked up, or really have nothing to do. If i were superbly happy or exhilerated, i would go around this puny island increasing the world's population or playing some basketball.
This time, its not because of boredom, but due to a little fucked-up-ness. Oh, yea, can't type much anyway, hand injured, multiple injuries, from scratches to bruises. my back and leg too, and its all due to some hump which inflated suddenly, causing my bicycle to fly, and yes, me too. After flying for eternity, i finally landed, and i felt fuckingly giddy, and vommitted, blood. oh well. feeling fine now, not dead (so dun get too happy), but very fucked up. haven't seen a doc, dunno if what came out was blood or tomato sauce anyway (since i ate mac for lunch), ha|z...
the voices in my head-
i love my girl. a love so beautiful, symmetrical, tangible
God loves me. a love so great, unconditional, real.
my life in a nutshell. working towards loves of sorts. beautiful, symmetrical, tangible, great, unconditional and real.
a page, deliberately left blank.
Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
I Corinthians 13:4-8
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